I've been trying to lose about 30-40 pounds pretty much contstantly over the past several years. I'm always on a diet, never feeling good about myself because in my mind, I can't reach the goal I've set for myself. I go on diet after diet, mapping out how fast I could lose weight, and when I fail, my self esteem plummets even further. My wedding is a little over 5 months away, and still, I am the same weight, even after promising myself that I would lose weight for this event.
But ya know what? I was this weight when I met and fell in love with my fiance. He tells me how beautiful I am all the time, and I feel it around him. My family and friends love me to pieces. My dress fits and it is stunning, and I feel stunning in it. I am so excited about this wedding, and the stress of this date looming over my head as the ultimate D-Day to be thin is draining me. So I'm done.
I will be this weight when I get married, and it will be the best day of my life. I can't tell you how good it feels to let that go!
Just thought I'd share incase anyone else is feeling the same stress.
September 2011 siggy challenge- Shoes!
