I haven't been on here is a while, a long while actually. I haven't worked out in almost a year because I never have any privacy to do it and I'm too selfconcious to workout in front of other people. We moved in with FI's parents last summer to try to save money for a house. I don't work an am a SAHM of 2 kids. We don't have money for a gym membership or to anywhere so that is not an option. My only option is to workout at home, BUT I hate working out when other people are around. IL's are almost always around. When they aren't I have a 2 and 4 year old to work around. I don't know why I'm afraid to workout in front of other people, I just am. FI keeps asking me why I don't workout anymore and I've told him this and he just keeps telling me I need to figure out a way to do it if I want to be able to workout.
FI has his own business so he doesn't have set hours to work. When he's home he is in the dinning room working, which is right beside the tv. FI works 3rd shift so he is sleeping in our room all day and our 2 year old sleeps in there at night. MI works mostly 2nd shift until 11 or 12, then stays up until 3-4 am. The only thing I see possible is to get up at 5 or 6 to workout, but there is still the possibility of FI being up.
I guess this sounds really stupid to ya'll, but I'm EXTREMELY shy and TERRIFFIED to have to workout in front of someone. Thanks for reading, I just really needed to vent this. I'm stuck home all day with no one to talk to about anything and FI doesn't seem to care.