Today is one of the worst days of my life. FI and I broke up early this evening. I ended it. Now I don't know what to do.
We've been having so many problems lately and things just escalated. I've been doubting us for about four months now but I've continued with wedding planning thinking if I just pretended everything was okay, it would be.
When I think of our wedding day, I don't get excited anymore. And, when I read posts about how happy you all are with your FI's, I realize that I don't feel the same way and haven't for awhile.
I'm unhappy without him, but at the same time the thought of being with him makes me unhappy too. I love him so much but problems with his family have been the main cause of tension in our relationship for almost three years and I don't know if that's something that can change. Can love really conquer all?
I know you're all happily wedding planning right now and probably can't entirely relate to this situation, but I'm lost right now and I would appreciate any advice you can offer.
Edited: to remove my siggy. Seeing my wedding dress right now is like taking a bullet.