Wedding is off. I'm in md as of an hour ago. A friend of mine drive me down, she was up for the wedding. She came anyway to support me. We got in now and I'll see fi in the am. I miss him so much. I just want to be there for him.
As far as the venue. They gave 100 credit. So did photag. The venue has an opening Saturday and we may just do it then. Else, we'll just say our vows anywhere and do ceremony later not what I want but special circumstances.
We are both so impatient to become husband and wife. We've grown so much through this. I know he's my husband and he calls me his wife. I've never felt as connected to him or anyone else. Funny how that is. All the glitz was ripped and we are left just wanting each other. I love him so much. I feel so blessed