Sort of just venting...So, I'm sort of feeling like a loser right now. I have 5 BMs, a personal attendant, and two hostessess in my wedding party, plus my friends in general who all live decently close by. I have a grand total of 4 people, 2 of whom are my sisters, and 1 who I really don't even know anymore who will be there. 3/6 girls who were originally BMs (one dropped to Personal attendant b/c of money issues) will be coming. FI has minimum of 20 planning to show up.Sigh, it just kind of sucks because I always go out of my way to attend these sorts of things for others and it sucks that the other 10-15 people invited can't make it.