Ok, just need to vent a little...
I'm sick of talking to my family about this. My Grandma, who is also my last living grandparent, has suddenly taken a turn for the worse. She was diagnosed with Alzheimer's only about 3 months ago, and they expect that she won't make it through the weekend. I just can't believe this...A few months back, in September I believe, we moved her from her apartment to a nursing home. We also moved all of her stuff into a storage unit. Someone actually burned down the whole complex 2 weeks ago. A few days later, the hospice nurse told us that my grandma wouldn't make it to see our wedding. A few days ago the Hospice nurse said that she only had a few more weeks, and just yesterday they said she wouldn't make it through the weekend.
Right now, I'm dreading answering my phone, I honestly just want to stay at work, or school and not deal with this. I know that isn't the right thing to do, but that is just what I feel right now. My Grandma lives about 3 hours away from here so I can't get up to see her until tomorrow at the earliest. In the back of my mind, I'm just bummed knowing that she won't be at my wedding, but ultimately I am in a way happy that she won't be in this comatose state that she is in.
I'm also frustrated because one of my BM hasn't gone to get her BM dress yet. I just feel like I have so much going on right now and I don't want to deal with any of it! I have been on her for a month to get her dress and she always tells me she will get it next week. Now I can't get her to return my E-mail's, texts. calls, FB messages, anything. She doesn't live close by either, so I can't just show up at her house or anything. UGH! OK, thank you for letting me vent!
I'm just really bummed about my grandma 