So maybe I'm pmsing. But I'm really just frustrated and since I know saying anything never works, only results in a fight and him blaming me, I'm doing silence. I really want to leave today and let him deal with everything.
So a few weeks back, he asked if we could have a co-worker of his over with guys wife and kid. I agreed to make FI happy. I picked a day that I knew I had nothing really revolved for plans. (Stupid me now. lol)
Well I was cleaning the house yesterday as much as I could, with doing laundry. (my dryer doesn't stop so I have to monitor it.) I ended up going to the gym for an hour later too. Once I get back, FI advised me that he also invited his friend that everyone jokes they have a relationship. It's so bad. FI is like a teen infatuated with this friend. I do like him, but in doses.
So now that FI invited this BFF of his, I now see it as I will be forced to hosting this woman and making her feel comfortable while the men do stupid men things and vanish. (FI is known to vanish and ignore me when his BFF is around)
I have a complex when it comes to new people. I don't like meeting new people unless I have someone that knows them and helps guide me into talking. I'm overly shy IRL, I loath trying to initiate convos that end up being awkward and forced. I then come across as cold and bitchy. (Yes FI told me in 1st year I came across as a Major Bitch and I have to be more friendly)
So I know I have people issues and I worked on them. But today, I'm feeling snarly and now not in the mood for company. I cleaned and FI re-messed up the house last night. I'm in no mood to pick it back up. FI is going to sleep the morning away.
And all I want to do is just leave the house for the day and make him deal with it alone.
If you were me, would you leave? Or am I obligated to stay?