I needs some. I wasn't going to ask since I have a job, but I'd like to work in the same town as my stuff (and my H). I've applied to somewhere around 45 jobs and still nothing. It doesn't help that there are something like 94,300 other people looking for a job in the same county.
It's only week three and my sister is driving me up the wall, but I don't want to get an apartment because my mom will feel bad (and we've rented out our house).
I'm depressed. I don't think I've ever felt this depressed in my life. I don't think it would be bad at all if my sister wasn't around and if I wasn't staying at my moms house for 4 days a week, so if I don't have a job by september I might have to get my own apartment just for peace of mind. But then we'll be paying two rents and part of a mortgage (since our renter doesn't pay our whole mortgage) and that would suck, too. And then I couldn't emotional shop because I'd be poor(er).
eff my life, for real. I'm really glad my husband is happy because I'm fuckingmiserable.
