My fiance and I got engaged a little under a year ago & decided to get married this year. I was willing to get married in 2010 so I could have the beach wedding that I have always dreamed of. Unfortunately, all of the Saturday dates were taken for 2009 at the place that I want to get married at. So my fiance decided to start looking to where he's from and found a place which was completely not what I was looking for. Long story short, we ended up booking it because it was close to his family & friends and close to mine as well & was more cost effective then the beach wedding I wanted. To make my parents & my FH happy, I agreed with alot of reservations. I am getting married in less than 50 days and I will admit that I am not excited about the place I am getting married at. I am completely disinterested with everything to do with this wedding & he knows it. Part of me feels like I was bullied into doing this, but part of me feels like I should have spoken up. But I know even if I had spoken up, I would have made everyone more stressed out and angry. I thought that I was doing the right thing by him & my parents (who could afford the beach wedding) and now I am kicking myself. I feel like I should be jumping out of my skin and I'm not. Am I wrong to feel this way?