Ive really started to feel the stress lately and I do pretty good through out the day but at night it all catches up to me and I just want to cry.
I'm so stressed out about the wedding, I'm ready for it all to come together and for the day to just get here so I can be done planning. Then this whole house buying experience is just reallly hard on me. We put our offer down and now its just a waiting game and we're going on FI's credit since he has a real income while I'm finishing school and the only problem is he doesn't have a ton of credit because he's the type of guy who pays cash for everything. He has an amazing credit score but the history is just not there and I feel so helpless.
I just want to know now if I get my house, get into grad school, and I'm ready to be married. I'm naturally an anxious person but I refuse to take medication for it (Maybe I need the drugs lol) Good news is...its making me lose weight! haha I'm trying to stay positive and my parents know I'm stressed and I'm sure FI is too especially with his test for work coming up that if he passes would double his pay. I don't want to show him how stressed I am until he has at least taken his test so he's not worrying about me. I just needed to talk...Thanks