i keep seeing these fancy beautiful weddings that i would never in a million years be able to afford. i am spending a lot of money and a lot of TIME to make sure that my wedding comes off looking just as good as a wedding that had a budget of 2Xs what mine is, but i am not sure it is enough. i really hope it comes out looking like i envision, and not like the poor person's version of what i envision.
i really wanted globe lighting but couldn't afford it. now the vendor said we could do christmas tree lights instead. still great. but we are in a huge three tiered tent, how do i cover the ceiling with these little lights? i want millions of them! i do not want it to look dark and i do not want it to look tacky and half done because we cannot reach the top of our 35 foot tent.
not as big of a deal, but i really wanted hydrangeas (white) for my flowers. changed my mind and went with sunflowers (seemed more rustic) and was wayyy cheaper (we are growing our own). but now every time i see a hydrangea, i am sad that i am not using them as our wedding flower.
i kind of regret my dress. i love it on, and it looks great, but it is not what i wanted and it is not loose and comfortable, which is really what i want. i am already nervous about how i am going to wear it for 7 hours.
sorry, just needed to vent/feel sorry for myself for a minute. also, is it 4:30 yet? and is it friday at 4:30 yet??