I've realized it's just not fun anymore. there's too much drama. My one BM makes me want to cry everytime I talk to her because she talks up her sister's wedding which is three months after mine and acts like mine is a piece of crap. she complains about everything to do with my wedding. she told me her plan at my wedding is to get wasted and hook-up with FI's friends. it really hurts when she talks about all the stuff she's doing with/for her sister and wouldn't even try on BM dresses for mine, it was ordered without her even seeing it. Besides that i have people ask me all the time if they are invited .. hello .,.. that's rude. plus, those that ask are not, even grown adults ask, shoudln't they know better. I'm still five months out, and there's a lot to do, but i don't even care anymore, I just want to get married and spend my life with FI. it's not worth all this. i feel like i'm just emotionally drained with everything people are putting me through. it's bad enough one side of my family is refusing to even come, i need my so-called friends to be on my side.
i just don't know what to do anymore :-(
I don't know if i can keep planning it. if there is this much drama now, how much will there be the day of ....