Yes, I'm officially crazy.
I had my second-and-a-half fitting today, but feel much better about the dress. The lady gave me a new bra for "Ike & Tina" (yes, those are their names), and it's going to work a lot better than the one I bought. So I'm going to return that one and get my 139-damn-dollars back!!! That's how much big, ugly bras cost.
I thought my custom hairpiece looked crazy in my bathroom, and it did. But with my dress, it looked fabulous, so that makes me happy. She made a matching flower for my shoes and they looked cute.
I got my cake topper in the mail and it's perfect so that's good.
Now I'm waiting for my next freak-out/second-guess with 44 days to go.