Hey ladies, I need to tell you all about something because I can't talk to anyone about it IRL and I need someone to talk to because I feel like this is partly my fault.
My sister has been in a wierd mood lately. I know from reading her FB posts that there is somethinng wrong, but when I tried to ask her about it, she pushed me away, which is the same thing she did to my parents. I didn't think much of it except that I was a litt;e hurt that she wouldn't talk to me, but she was getting help from her BF so that made me feel better. She seems pretty happy now that she has him in her life, so I wasn't that worried.
Anyway, there is a lot more to this story, but I'll get down to the meat of it. My mom called me just a few minutes ago and told me that my sister was really upset today and was talking about killing herself, so my mom took her to the ER and she was admitted to a psychiatric hospital. I was so shocked because I had no idea that things had gotten this bad, and I felt guilty that I hadn't put forth more of an effort to help her, even though she didn't want my help.
This just brings back really bad memories because I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital when I was a sophmore in high school, and it was one of the worst times of my life. I have tried so hard to proect her from what I went through because I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy, and I am so scared that it is happening to her too. I also feel very sad for my parents because it killed them to see me in so much pain, and I don't want that to happen to them again. Putting their child in a psychiatric hospitaal once must have been one of the hardest things they have ever done, and I am so sad that they had to do it again.
I don't really have any more details, but I would appreciate it if you could keep my sister in your prayers. I will try to post an update as soon as I can.
Thanks ladies. XOXO