So FI's dad is now in the hospital awaiting heart bypass surgery. It's like a horrible version of deja vu. I went with FI to the hospital to visit his dad and promptly broke down and ran out. He's in the exact same area as my dad was and will be throughout the whole process because he's a cardiac patient.
I cannot go through this again. FI's stepmom said not to worry about going in to the hospital. And FI said that when he has surgery, not to worry about going with him to wait, as FI doesn't want to have to worry about me too. It just truly sucks that I can't be there for him. Not to mention that there is no way FI's dad will be able to come to our wedding now.