Well, I was going to wait to speak with my MOH until I had a little cool off time but she called. And her tone was wrought with attitude...it was a huge blow out fight on the phone for almost an hour and ended badly. I don't even know if she is in the wedding anymore. I think the convo upset me even more because apparently she is unwilling to say she has not been involved in my planning. According to her, she has been more than helpful and been offering to assist since day 1. Obviously I missed something... Sigh, I thought this would get more exciting as the wedding got closer but it is the total opposite. Now I know why people elope! Those of you with awesome MOH or BM's, give them a big squeeze and appreciate what you have! I am so upset about all this that FI thinks I've gone over the deep end. I started crying in the freaking chip aisle at Publix yesterday. And my hair is falling out in clumps from the stress (btw, anyone have any tips on what to do about that?? A wig really isn't the look I'm going for on my wedding day). I would really like to restart this whole month and try it again!
