I'm feeling very helpless today. My grandma lives in Joplin and lost her house in the tornado. Luckily she is ok. 3 years ago Memorial weekend I lost my house to a tornado and I find it eery that my parents and I experience something that my grandma would then experience. It's just bringing back a bunch of feelings that I want to forget. I know that I won't ever truly forget them but I also didn't want these feelings thrown back in my face with a very similar tragedy.