I usually hate to post anything personal on here because it's impossible to explain relationships to strangers, but I'm keeping this quiet from friends here so there is no other place to vent.
Due to a huge blow out FI and I have decided to put off wedding planning for a few weeks/months while we go to counseling. With the initial date at 75 days from now, there was just too much pressure to work through all our stuff before then. I'm fine with this (even though it hurts), but there are just contant reminders of plans and dreams fallen through, and today every little set back feels like an impossible obstacle.
The relationship is already strained, work is always difficult, and now 1) I've spent a week returning emails from vendors saying I'll get back to them later, 2) found out there is a work trip that will cancel our Valentine's dinner plans (events are a huge deal to FI), and 3) my wedding dress is being delivered today.
It's just one of those days you wonder if life will ever stop throwing things at you, and how you'll make it until it does get better.
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