Also can I have a virtual hug? I'm going to get tested for Lynch syndrome today-I have a 50:50 chance of having it and if I have it I have an 80% chance of developing colon cancer and endometrial cancer in the next 30 years and I'm scared out of my wits. I know there are much worse things I could have. But I watched my grandma die of lynch syndrome and I'm so scared that'll happen to me.