Yup. Got called into a meeting today with my managers and HR and they told me they are giving me a 5-week probabtionary period to improve my work or they fire me. Awesome. 6 years here, and they managed to blame everything entirely on me, without taking any responsibility themselves. They even blamed my CW's behavior towards me (the one who told me I was bad at my job after he had only been there three weeks, the one that can't communicate what he wants to save his life, the one that argued with me publicly when he gave me a task that clearly belonged to animation, not art, yeah, that one) entirely on me. Everything is my fault, yo. Because we all know it only takes one to tango.
I feel like shiit right now. I worked so f'n hard there. They even gave me a raise a couple months ago. If I suck so bad, why bother with a raise? To lull me into a false sense of security? wtf? I'm angry and hurt. I feel like I'm not a good artist.
The stupidist part is I've been trying to get a new job for over a year now. There's just not a lot open in my area, not unless we want to move to LA. I was really hoping I would be able to leave this job on my own terms instead of them being able to look down their noses at me as that stupid girl who failed.
Fuuck.