It has been brought to my attention that I have been very negative lately. I'm really sorry about all that, I honestly had no idea that I was doing it. I've never meant to intentionally bring posts down or back to Edmund and his issues all the time. To tell you the truth I thought I was being rather positive about the whole thing.
Daff, I appreciate you coming out and confronting me like you did. It was really eye-opening and I wish that it had been brought to my attention sooner. Now I see why there were times I would come into a post and feel ignored.
I'm not trying to say that this is any fault of yours, I just truly wish that those of you that had mentioned this in PMs to each other would have addressed it to my face and not thrown it into a FFF that I didn't even read until a week after the fact.
I had been seeing some signs of PPD for a while and had chosen to ignore it because, to me, it didn't seem that anyone else had noticed. I wish it had been brought up when it first started to annoy everyone and maybe I wouldn't have dug myself so deep into this hole I'm in.
I consider each and every one of you a friend and truly appreciate the support that you have given me and my family over the last year. Yes, for those of you that guessed, it was me who wrote that KPS about leaving. I wrote it long before I read the FFF so there is no harm nor foul there. I am going to be taking a break from TK and focus on myself and getting the help that I need, be it through my doctor and other moms that have been where I am right now. I need to do this for me.
I will also probably refrain from posting any updates on things until I get some things worked out. I hope, I need, for you all to know this is nothing personal, I just need to do this for me.
Sincerely,
Ciara
