You know those days where everything going wrong? I'm having one of those days. (years?) I have to make a decision on my job today (be laid off or become everybody's admin bitch so my boss's friend can take over my work...if i am said admin bitch, i have to move up to the front office in the desk beside hubby's stubborn, difficult mother and work directly with her.) I have been dealing with the dentist drama i mentioned before. (Dentist wants to charge me $1800 for a bite guard, which is WAAAAAY over-priced by about $1200 and said they won't warranty their work unless i buy the guard from them.) School starts tonight for a very demanding semester. FSIL is being a terror. Their wedding is in March and she keeps telling me what she expects me to do and telling her mom and sister--who both weigh 115, MUCH less than i weigh--in front of me that they both need to lose weight before the wedding. Not so veiled hint for me, I guess. And BIL and FSIL bought a new house a week ago and won't stop rubbing it in even though they know how badly we want a house. It's all they talk about. And they are the type of people who are so irresponsible and selfish, but good things always happen to them. And she is a bridezilla.
So today? At 4am that brand new $800 veneer I just had to buy shattered. So I've been up since 4am on the day I was already dreading because of my job decision and school.
And poor hubby. It's his birthday. I woke him up at 4am and I won't even be home til after 9:30 tonight.
I've turned into such a negative, miserable person these past few days. I hate who I am right now and I can't snap out of it.
You don't have to respond. I just wanted to vent.