I feel like I am going to have a breakdown, and I really can't pinpoint why, but I just need to vent and see if anyone else can relate. There is just a combination of a bunch of little things... -my FMIL finally handed over her guest list after taking months to contemplate who to invite. We originally wanted 130 guests, we are now at 170. I'm not sure how I feel about this yet. -my DIY invitations I thought would be cheaper, easier, and nicer. Well they turned out to be nicer than I can imagine, but def not cheaper! I got all my supplies from cards and pockets and I've still managed to spend hundreds. I think it's because I'm in Canada and the shipping fees butchered me. And they take an hour to make 10. So with 85 that will be 8.5 hours! I'm nowhere near done, and I don't trust anyone to take the time to be precise as I am, so I can't even ask for help. -my ceremony venue contact NEVER writes back to my emails! I have to end the same email 3 times before she writes back. All I want is confirmation that my ceremony will take place on the right day and time!!! -CHRISTMAS! -new years! My FI and I decided to stay in for new years for the first time in 6 years and his friends are giving him a guilt trip about it. I know they think I'm the reason he's not seeing them, but he really doesn't want to go. There are more things but I can't think of them right now because I'm so flustered. I just hate people making judgements of me, like I am keeping my FI from his friends or my other friend tells me he "doesn't think that we're ready for kids" because my FI and I talk about it so much, he says that he never had a doubt in his mind that he was ready for kids and because we talk about the changes we will have to make, etc, he thinks we're not ready. I HATE being judged like this. Agh okay, sure you've all had enough of me like I've had of myself. Have a great New Years!! ETA: I suspect that there are autocorrections or bad formatting because I'm typing this from my phone.
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BFP #1 "SPECK" - 11/7/2012
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M/C - 12/8/2012 @ 7W6D
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BFP #2 "SPAWNER" - 3/2/2013
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EDD: 11/13/13
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