I know I'm new to this board but my FI is at work and all of my "real" people are busy this morning so I have no one to vent my fears to so if you don't have time this morning to listen (read) to my scared and at the same time whiney and slightly angry venting I would just close the window now.Back on June 30th I had surgery on my left knee. It's not my first and I know it's not my last. Since then I have been trapped in my house. I haven't had permission to even put weight on my left leg. Which means no walking and worst of all no driving.I started Physical Therapy and things started to come around. It was like the light at the middle of the tunnel had been turned on. All the while I have known that in October I know that I have to have another reconstructive surgery on my left knee (my third) So basically I'm rehabing this knee just to open it up to do it again. but I understand that this was and is the best way to do it.Well on July 17th my FI decided that he was ging to take me out on a date night. I fixed my makeup for the first time in weeks and through on a hat (can't stand long enough to fix my hair) and we left to go to a movie. We thought this would be a good idea since I would be sitting the whole time.Well we got to the movie theater and as we walked (I crutched) in the door the floor was wet and I fell. I was terrible. and I was in so much pain I ended up going to the ER. Thankfully I did not break any bones but there are all sorts of new pains in my knee that were not there before the fall. And there are pains in my hip. It scares me to go to see my surgeon today because my Physical therapist has already shown me a huge difference in what I was able to do before the fall and what I am able to do now. I feel so disapointed and so upset. Now my rehab for this surgery is taking so much longer.I'm scared that my next surgery will be pushed back and the longer it's pushed back the longer my rehab for the next one is pushed back and I would really like to walk rater than crutch down the aisle at my wedding next year :(And I am scared that something could be wrong with my hip which would mean yet one more surgery which would def mean a longer rehab.. So please if you have time today espeically this morning. Think a good thought for me.Thanks ladies. I appreciate at.

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