Sooooo..yesterday wasnt fun

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I tried on my dress...and it wont zip...has about a 3 inch gap my mom said...I freaked..almost cried...i was soo ticked...bright side,...even not fiting right..fell back in love with the dress..whew LOl..
Sooo I had my spanx..but I just had a normal bra on cuz I havent had any luck finding a strapless that fits me and my "girls"...and that wouldnt cost alot either..
So my grandma suprised me admist trying not to cry that she wants to buy my strapless(longline) bra for me as a gift..big relief but man I really almost cried lol. But even with that I know I have to loose at least 10lbs if not more...grrr..def. not easy when I already had lost a little bit (almost 2 pant sizes smaller already)..and im so stressed right now I eat when stressed..or depressed.
But thankfully Im going to DB tomrrow with MOH to pick up her's and my lil sis's dress..Im going to try bras on there..and see if I can find something that works great...sigh.