Well sorry to leave you all hanging. It was quite a shock and it took me a few minutes longer to clear my desk out than I thought it would.
I should not have been as shocked as I was. Things have just been all to weird. He said that this was not performance based that what was left of my salery was needed elsewhere in the company and that he should have let me go a long time ago but being my friend and all he kept me around. (Then he patted himself literally on the shoulder saying he was proud of himself for being able to keep me on till Jan)
All and all I'm sure that FI and I are going to be fine. I'm concerned with the fact that I still need to have two surgeries and now my insurance is in jeopardy. But I'm not too sad to be leaving a job where my pay checks played hide and seek.

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