Ok...I just need to vent a little... My family is bowling tonight for their life insurance group their in and you can have guests and ive always gone...and wanted to go again tonight because FI closes so he wont be getting home from work till bowling starts..its only 2 hrs...but its fun, quality family time for pretty cheap...and my brother even willing to take me home(no car) so FI can enjoy resting at home till I get back....
So he got very upset that I wanted to be out tonight...its NOT like im out drinking with a bunch of friends till all hrs...Ive been very relaxed on him going out for a beer after work with his coworkers(who are my friends too) and getting home later then most days on Thurs nights...ive been fine with it...but first time I want to do something..its major whine fest.
Im upset because then I feel guilty for wanting to go out and I hate arguing and we never have big fights but heck who doesnt have little arguments..but this time Im on phone while in car with my mom so now he ticked at himself knowing she not happy about him acting this way...
I would love for me to be home so when he got home we could talk about our days and whatnot and watch some tv etc...but now ive been so worked up over this past few hrs I NEED to go bowling with my family just to not stew at home over all this....UGHHH
I love him dearly..but seriously??? Why is it ok for him but not me?? *he also knows he can come bowl too
Am I being childish? or do I have valid justification? Just needed to let off some steam...sorry!