Because I feel like I'm being a little selfish even though I'm trying to be on my best bride behavior.
So we all know that it is totally innapropriate to kick out a member of the wedding party unless you are ready to end the friendship. I also understand that weddings cost the bridal party $$ and not everyone has the ability to afford the dress or tux even if they would like to.
2 of my girls have almost dropped out due to money. So I am offering to pay for their bridesmaids dresses.
One of the 2 girls has another issue with being in my wedding though. She wants to, and I know she does, but her boyfriend has an issue with her being in my wedding.
They were seperated for a time due to him cheating on her and generally mean to her with him strait up telling her deal with it or leave, because he was going to do what he wanted. (A real great guy... I know) Well this crazy a$$ of a guy has it in his head that she had a bit of a fling with my brother who is also in the wedding...in reality she has just known us forever...since HS.
So when they were apart, we made sure she was not alone too much and always had what she and her kids needed. I even put tires on her car to make sure she could get them around safely and look for a job.
Being the jealous guy that he is...he is not telling her she cant do it, but he gives her crap about it. Afterall, it's ok for him to openly in her face cheat on her but when they actually broke up she couldnt date someone else (even though she didnt)
What Im afraid of happening....I pay $200 for a dress plus more for alterations and shoes and she drops anyway. Now, she said that that would not happen, that if I spent $$ she knew she would be wrong to drop out.
But, I cant help feel in my gut that if he was upset enough with her right before the wedding she would possibly drop last minute.
So by ettiquette I cant tell her I dont want her in the wedding.....which isnt true anyway...I do want her in the wedding. But I think that if she did that to me.... I would be as upset as one would feel if kicked out of a wedding.....friendship forever changed and maybe even over. Am i completely wrong and selfish?
I feel like Im left with taking this risk and no other good option. $$ is tight enough without throwing away another almost $300
The wedding is still 8 months out, but we picked dresses and wanted to get them before they are maybe no longer available.