We planned on having a small wedding with somewhere around 75-85 guests. This is what we budgeted for. This is what we both agreed we wanted to enjoy the evening with an intimate group of friends and family. We sent out quite a few more invitations than that, including people we knew could not attend more out of courtesy than anything else. You know what I mean. With an RSVP date of 4/2, we have 65 confirmed guests, so I guess that means we're right on track, right? But here I am stressed and worried about those that have not RSVP'd yet, and why haven't they? And I find myself wondering if people are going to show up. I am seriously having a bit of an anxiety attack about our final head count NOT BEING HIGH ENOUGH. A few people that I asssumed would be there are unable to attend due to a prior engagement and I'm so disappointed. Maybe I'm just being selfish. I find myself thinking maybe people don't want to come sinc they have not sent in their RSVP. :-(
Am I crazy?!? Is this normal anxiety / bridal blues? We have less than 6 weeks to go and I feel so stressed... Ugh.