My BF and I have been talking about getting married for a year now. However, back in November, both of his grandpas died, and he has seemed to forget the whole idea. It was fine until we went to a Christmas party at his mother's, and everyone kept looking at my left hand and reminding my BF "It IS December, right?". Eventually, my BF got frustrated and said "Well, a lot of things have HAPPENED since I said December."
Now I am left here, wondering if he was supposed to be proposing to me. I can't help but feel guilty, since he did lose two grandparents, but I am still very hurt that he would tell everyone December. I was so embarassed, and still am, but I haven't said anything to my BF. Now I feel like the magic of a proposal would be gone if he asked me now. Does that make sense?
Sorry. Guess I just need to pout a little bit...