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anyone else feel like their living in some weird parallel universe?

katorigasukikatorigasuki
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i feel like my life is split in two places right now. 

"Real life" and my online life.  it's hard to describe what i'm feeling to people who are part of my day to day (job, family, etc). 

i'm sure i'm not the only one.

i hate to harp on this whole thing, but i'm still working through this greiving process.  i bounce between saddness and disbelief over the whole damn thing.

damn, this sucks.

but, i do have my purple underwear ready to go for tomorrow.  and i will have a playlist featuring some classic Cinn/Ww tunage.
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Re: anyone else feel like their living in some weird parallel universe?

  • ReturnOfKuusReturnOfKuus member
    Eighth Anniversary 5000 Comments 500 Love Its Name Dropper
    edited December 2011
    Yes, on all of it.
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  • MrsMyrtleMrsMyrtle member
    1000 Comments
    edited December 2011
    I can totally understand. It's hard to explain to "real life" people why I'm so sad - how I knew her, etc. She was just so much more than an online friend.

    *hugs*

    I think we're all bouncing around through the emotions. And I know we're all going to be rocking the purple gear tomorrow. :)
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  • **O-Face****O-Face** member
    10000 Comments Sixth Anniversary 25 Love Its
    edited December 2011
    Yes.  The best I can describe it to people is..."did you ever have the coolest penpal ever?".  Yes...like that but only if you wrote daily for a few years.
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  • kmrvsadekmrvsade
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    edited December 2011
    ditto what you said. 
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  • MotherBuckerMotherBucker
    100 Comments
    edited December 2011
    Very weird... I can't stay away and can't stop reading.....
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  • tawillerstawillers member
    Ninth Anniversary 5000 Comments 500 Love Its Name Dropper
    edited December 2011
    I completely understand.  The only people who know about you ladies are DH and my mom.
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  • Mrs.ThistletwatMrs.Thistletwat
    2500 Comments
    edited December 2011
    that is very much what it is like. II can honestly say that my friend passed away and leave it at that.
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  • katorigasukikatorigasuki
    1000 Comments
    edited December 2011
    the daily pen pal is a great way to describe it. 

    gah, i'm going to miss that behotchy.
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  • MrsChiklisMrsChiklis
    100 Comments
    edited December 2011
    I got home from work and was just going on and on to dreamy last night...he remembered her b/c I had sent her a gift for her wedding.  (A frying pan off her registry so she could whack her DH in the head if need be. )

    It's completely fvcked.

    And just reading wannabe's blog well, hot dayum.  ***tears - but not of joy***
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  • MinMMinM
    10000 Comments
    edited December 2011
    Yes. Except, I don't try to explain how I knew her. I just say that a friend lost her battle and I am very sad. She is someone I spoke to almost daily, she is a person who taught me many lessons and she set a great example of what a strong woman is. I don't try to qualify her with any explanations.
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  • notamrsnotamrs member
    Knottie Warrior 1000 Comments Combo Breaker
    edited December 2011
    I know.  I was talking to my sister about it last night and she understood (I think I may have even told her a few Ww stories) - but she and I are very close, so she generally gets where I'm coming from.

    I know I'm still on the periphery of the WW group, but I feel a connection to all the regulars.  Ww was someone I especially connected to - for all the reasons everyone else has listed.  It's so weird to be angry and sad about the death of someone whose real name I didn't even know until yesterday, but there it is.
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