This is hard to say.My little sister passed away this past weekend; she was 19. Her funeral is in Linden tomorrow.Not sure how I am functioning enough to put this into words, just wanted to update everyone on why I disappeared.Our wedding is less than 3 months and I cannot imagine doing the whole big thing without my sister, MOH & BFF.We think we will be not having a reception. Ceremony is for sure still on; marrying Eric is a very happy thing that I need right now. Perhaps take the BP & parents out to a very nice dinner.I don't know. This is all still very fresh and once tomorrow is over and life somewhat gets back to normal I may feel differently. I cannot honestly imagine that though.Eric is amazing and on board with whatever I need to do.Not sure if I'll still lurk once I go back to work next week or not. I am pretty zombified right now.Thank you to everyone who made planning a dream wedding so much fun.Love you all.