Yeah...so I totally just had a very serious freak out moment with FI. I'm so overwhelmed and stressed out about not having an official job offer yet. Yes...I know...It hasn't even been a week, but it just makes me really, really nervous for some reason. I called the place back that I interviewed with the other day and they tell me they've already filled the position - thanks alot for friggin calling me and telling me, sheesh!! I've been attempting to contact the hospice that I first interviewed at and I was getting REALLY worried, but she just e-mailed me and said she's been out of the office with an ill mother and that she would call me tomorrow when she is back at work - I guess that's good news.....right?
Anyways...the freak out...I called FI in a panic saying "Maybe I made a mistake. Maybe I shouldn't have quit my job and left everything until I knew for sure I had a job." I went on and on, not realizing that I was hurting his feelings. Of course I am happy that I am here with him and I did obviously want to move down here, but I'm just having ALOT of anxiety about the job situation. I feel terrible about freaking out on him though....I guess I should keep those thoughts to myself from now on....
Okay. Vent over.