This weekend I have just gotten this feeling of being totally overwhelmed with everything I am going to have to do over the next 14 months.... I am super happy so I am not second guessing anything at all - but feel like there is no way I am going to plan and have the wedding I want beacsue I have no idea what I am doing...
I have my venue - and have pretty much decided what food we want - which is why the venue was decided so easily - ceremony and reception are happening there - and we have an after party planned loosely too... we picked our save the dates this week - and pretty much decided we are using zazzle for our invitations - but i still have so much to decide on... and no idea what way I am going on anything else... i just feel like no matter what i end up deciding on someone isn't going to like it and its going to be a fight - or argument about - or in the end it will look nothing like it does in my head -
oh and i still haven't decided on who is in the wedding - i know there is time to decide on all that but it just seems like the fact that I am planning a wedding is also highlighting the fact that I do not have very many close female friends - and well for a lot of reasons most of my guy friends would not be appropriate ...
Ugh - sorry for the vent