Kind of a repost from my FB page.
Ladies God is really working on me to clean out all the negative people in my life. People who do not support me or my relationship with my FI. It is so hard to cut ties with people who you thought were close friends or even family but I know it is nessecary. I thank God for beginning to fill my life with people who speak life such as you ladies. Thank you for being a blessing in my life. Here is what is reading as my FB status right now.
I have come to realize that the mask is too heavy to wear and the cost is too great. It's time to be true to self and the path He has called me to. I have to love me regardless of if you do or not. Even though you see the worse in me God sees the best in me. He held up a mirror this morning to show me I am His and He is mine. I now get it with an understanding that I have never had before tha...t we truly do not wrestle against flesh and blood but against principalities and hosts of wickedness. So Satan I serve you notice if you come at me in whatever form you may choose family, friend, or enemy. I will call your demons out and bind them with the authority that was given to me by Jesus Christ. If you want to delete me please feel free. Will it sting a little maybe but God will fill any void. I need people in my life who are going to speak life and power into it instead of death and destruction. #AllIneedisJesus
So as you can see I need prayer and support as God begins the process of cutting away the people in my life who HE sees fit to. I have surrendered to His will because in all reality it is all that I can do. I know in my head that this is what is best for me and even for my marriage but my heart is hurting. Pruning is never fun for the tree even though it is nessecary. So I ask that you keep me in prayer. Again ladies I thank you for the support and life you speak to me everyday though your post. (((HUGS))))