It's been one of those weird days. Very up and down emotionally.
My mom called early this morning (and woke me up) to tell me that my grandfather's memorial service is scheduled for the weekend before my wedding. I'm totally ok with it (I would rather it be the week before than the week after, anyways), but she is really upset at how close it is to the wedding, and is having issues with my dad's missionary family as a result. She would say she's a Christian, but her life doesn't show it, and she is saying some pretty awful things about God and "religious" people right now. Anyways, I'm not sure how to even talk to her about things right now. :P
But then happy news! Our guestbook and FI's ring came to my office mail yesterday while I was gone, so I got to open them today!
And then another downer... FI is frustrated about something, but doesn't want to talk about it. I'm fairly certain it has to do with his dad (a constant source of frustration for FI lately), but I'm having a hard time convincing myself that it's not me, it's just him working through things. And I DO get to see him tonight, so hopefully we can talk about things if he needs/wants to.
Yeesh, it's not even noon yet. But God has been right with me all morning, and kept a verse running through my head, especially when my negative thoughts try to take over: "Thou will keep me in perfect peace when my mind is stayed on You." I think it's from Isaiah.
Maybe it's just the stress getting to me with the wedding being only a month away, but I feel like I'm on such an emotional roller coaster at times. :P I could really use prayers in general right now.