Yes, I admit it. My bridesmaids are very beautiful girls. Am I so wrong for feeling like I need to tone down their beauty on my day? I want to (but I swear I won't) put them in the most hideous dresses I can find, not allow them to do their hair or makeup (lol) and pray they all gain weight from here to then. Ok, ok, I promise I'm just kidding, but is it so wrong of me to be jealous of them? They all have great figures and perfect skin. My moh is impeccably perfect and I just want to feel pretty. Sigh. I'm really just venting here. I'm glad they all look great, I'm honored they will all be a part of my wedding. But I can't help but think that. Big big sigh. I know many of you girls will have a lot of mean things to say about me and my jealousy, but tread lightly, it's a bad hair day, bad weight month and bad mood morning...