There are some days that I just wake up and go about my buisness and forget all about the fact that I am engaged to be married..... i mean usually its always somewhere pretty close to the top of my thoughts... but some days i just don't think of it at all... and then, sometime later in the day, when somebody or something reminds me of my wedding planning or something....it totally takes me by surprise.. and for like just a few seconds (but seems like minutes) i think...."no... this can't be true, i'm not really getting married am i?"