Hey all!
I have been engaged a little over a year now and am getting married in Decemeber. I am 20 now, but will be 21 when I get married, my fiance will be 22. We have been together 4 and a half years and have never broken up. (Could be good or bad
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My mother has never liked my fiance since I began to date him. It's not that she dislikes him as a person, he has never hurt me and been nothing but respectful and nice to her. He is driven and always works hard and is really smart and funny, with plans to become a lutheran pastor. (He previously was going to be an engineer and was very successful at it, but now finds he wants to go on a different path -- /> mother still wasn't happy when he was going to make a lot of money) Anway, She just thinks he "trapped" me into dating him for whatever reasons. She says he pursued me with a vengance. I honestly think she just didn't like how serious we have always been. He was my bestfriend before we got together, so we have always been very compatible and maybe she knew it would be long lasting.
Anyway, my mother got married young (18) and completely regrets it although she has been married for 28 years to my dad. I think she feels she missed out on life, but I don't think she has, just lived a different life. I feel I can still do what I want, but just experience it with my fiance and do things a little differently than I might of if I were single. I would never leave him, even if we weren't getting married, so it really wouldn't matter if we were married or not, I still base my decisions on our relationship.
It's been hard being engaged when you feel like your forcing your mom to come along and that she hates your fiance. I am at the point that it's hard to have a relationship with her. I know she thinks I am dumb and naieve, but she raised me, I have learned a lot of great qualities from her and I wish she could trust my decision. I get her concerns and did for a very long time, but my wedding is in 8 months and I don't even feel like she wants to go. (She's even said before she didn't want to go). It's been a year and I want her to be happy now. My feelings have been really hurt, I thought we had a better relationship than this and am ready for her to be happy because I am happy, but she won't. I have no idea what to do! It's making my wedding day become a complacent event, making it even hard for me to be excited and talk about it. I wish she could just be happy and not dislike him just because she thinks he stole me away in so many words.
I have no idea what to do, but I am torn up inside. Anyway been though this and made it out to the other side?