I've been such a calm bride-to-be this whole process. We've been engaged since April last year. All of a sudden, since it hit 3 months, I've felt panicky.
Not about marrying my guy - I love him to pieces, know 100% this is the right choice, and so excited about our future together. It's just wedding-related.
Like I am at my all time fattest right now, and I have only 89 days to lose some weight. And all my DIY projects - they're no longer "I have plenty of time!"... all of a sudden, it's "Oh my goodness, how am I going to get this all done?!" And I'm second guessing nearly everything... my dress, my shoes, my belt, my honeymoon, special songs (recessional, first dance, etc.). I'm feeling like I'm missing important things, but have no idea what they could be. I'm nervous that no one will come, that people won't RSVP and I won't know their phone numbers to track them down (FI's whole family). I'm nervous that people who weren't invited or who RSVP'd no will show up. I'm worried people will show up late and interrupt the ceremony. I'm worried that vendors won't know what to do when so things will be a jumbled disorganized mess. I'm afraid vendors won't show up.
Anyone else a nervous wreck? Wanna share your worries so they aren't taking up space in your head (like me)? Any calming words?
