I never really dreamed about my wedding day. It was always something that would be fun for everyone...that's all I really wanted. That week was a nightmare and I just wanted to cry. I fought with my mom and just wanted it to be over. I remember the day being wonderful...then I saw the video and I wanted to cry! I wish I never went with a videographer...it makes me sad just thinking about it. Anytime I see wedding on television I can't shake what I saw on our video and want to cry everytime! Our speech (well my speech) was horrible and I can't believe the words that came out of my mouth~ I want a do-over!