So, this is off topic of all the wedding stuff that's usually going on, but I'm having a bad day, and had nowhere else to go.
I had to see the neurologist today, and I really should know better than to complain at all, it never leads to anything good. Some days when I get up, though, I can't feel my feet, and then I stumble all around for awhile until they remember, "Oh, we're those lumps at the ends of Kate's legs that are supposed to WORK, dangit!"
Now he, like my doctor back in Ohio, wants me to have surgery, a nasty hemilaminectomy that involves things like rods and screws and a six month recovery.
Chris says we can get married in Utah next month. My family hasn't been involved up to this point, they won't mind... and he's right. But... I was trying so hard to get out of the doctor's office... there's no way I'll be able to stand and give horses massages for hours at a time after this... there's no way I'll be able to ride Smokey Joe again after this... his previous owner sold him to me after she had a similar surgery.
I'm so tired. I don't want this... there has to be something else... doesn't there?
December 18, 2010!!! Never thought I would be a winter bride; just hoping we don't get snowed in until AFTER the wedding!