Seriously, there is so much baby talk and baby dreams going on lately I'm starting to think I'm the only one in my life who does NOT want a baby right now, which is sooooo not me. 2 years ago I was DESPERATE to get pregnant with XH. I was going to doctors and having operations and taking a ton of pills. Now I'm just like "eh, I could live without kids for a while."
But last night FI had a dream that we were in China adopting a baby girl. He said we decided to adopt an older child so we wouldn't have to deal with diapers, but the six year old they gave us was still in diapers and I had to sew them because we couldn't find cloth diapers in her size. Raaaandom....
Then, my brother's best friend announced on FB that his wife is expecting baby #3 this summer. So I called my Mom to tell her since she goes to church with his parents and sees them around town frequently so she can congratulate them. We then got to talking about how this family already has 5 grand kids among their 3 kids and are now expecting 2 more (their son is my brothers age, their daughter is my age, and their other daughter is two years younger).
My Mom sighed and said 'When are you giving me more!?!?" She quickly said "Just kidding!" so I told her that if she wanted to send me $1,000 a month to help support a baby Cody and I would get right on it the wedding night. She laughed and said "No, no... well... maybe..."
REALLY people?! I FINALLY come to terms with the fact that I can't have kids right now (finanically) and everyone around me goes and gets baby fever. WTF!
Janine & Cody | Georgetown, Grand Cayman | Feb. 28th, 2012
Surprise BFP | Baby Due Late July/Early August 2013
I believe in a lot of things. I believe in fresh tennis balls, the healing power of bunnies, and that the novels of Susan Sontag are something I'll never read. In fact, I don't even know who Susan Sontag is. What is she... like... a painter? I believe in Crystal Lite because I believe in ME. I believe in the movies of Val Kilmer, though these days it ain't so easy. I believe in Darren Sproles, the word "dabble", the first season of "Silk Stockings", and big, warm, moist, gooey chocolate chip cookies that melt in your mouth and all over your face.