Well, it looks like I was rejected for another job.
It sucks. And I'm tired of it. DH and I are really trying to make a financial commitment and come-around and we've agreed that once we reach X goal of debt vs. savings, I can quit. I'm tired of being a secretary. I don't like this job and I hate being treated like I'm a damn idiot b/c I'm just a secretary, so obviously I must not have a brain or any marketable skills. And really, I can't blame anyone for thinking that, it's stereotypically true.
This is terribly ego deflating. I feel like a big ole loser who is just spinning my wheels through life. Part of me keeps saying that my career (or lack thereof) doesn't define me, but hell I think as long as I don't have kids, it really kinda does.
I'm going to give myself another hour on my pity pot and then I'll get over it. But I'm going to enjoy it.
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