I'm trying to decide if leaving my job the month before the wedding was the greatest idea. Yes, it gives me lots of time to get things done in preparation for the big day, but it also gives me lots of down time to think about things. LIke my nerves. :P I don't like big crowds or being the center of attention, and that's definitely going to be a large part of the wedding day. I'm also worried about my mother and what drama she'll create that week. She totally stresses me out. So yeah, I'm jittery, and have too much time to think about the things that make me jittery.