So, as my wedding is getting closer, my 'minor' worries are creeping into grandios catastrophies in my dreams!
The other night I dreamt that I missed the ceremony (nobody seemed to notice and everyone pretended we were married!), hardly anyone who replied showed up to the wedding, my dress wasn't the one i picked out, and the DJ didn't have dance music!
Then, to top it off, we only had three pictures of me and my hubby...the photographer refused to take any more.
I know this is just stemming from the following:
1: Only a third of the people we sent invites to have responded...and literally no family has replied!
2: My photographer has a tendancy to be MIA, although she always pulls thru
3: I am stressed about my fitting because, gasp, since the holidays my dress is too small and the wedding is two months away!
4: And the last wedding I went to had an ok DJ so I'm hoping mine isn't the same...
The funny thing is, I don't feel really truly stressed about any of these issues. I don't feel high anxiety, and in fact, I'm getting more and more excited to marry the one and only person I can imagine my life with. I just wish my brain would take it down a notch when I fall asleep!