I'm totally in love with this site! My FI and I have been together a short time, since Jan 25th 2013 we knew very early that we had found our soul mates. This will be my second marriage, first for him. We decided on the long engagement because we both want our "dream" wedding and want everything perfect. My first wedding was quickly put together in my parents living room. We are super exciting about planning but for me its overwhelming. We are trying to pick colors and our wedding party. I have 3 kids, I would like to include them but dont know how comfortable each child would be. My sister has mentioned she would like to be my MOH but we have a very off and on closeness. I would love to have my BFF, who is a guy be in the wedding as well. How many of you have every detail planned out? I'm curious if anyone else is freaking out like me.