We have both been married before, and honestly never thought we would again. I am 38 and just 90 days into a new career as a hairstylist. When he asked me to marry him in December, and requested an April wedding date..I thought WTH..then spent the next few months thinking WTF everyday (in regards to planning, working and momming full time)...Now less than 30 days out the country is on lock down...vendors and venues are not giving refunds,officiant pulled out, family can not travel...and despite many tears we still have not been able to choose another date. Two teenagers(one with special needs) at home, I am not working, he is needed at work longer hours than before and guest/family/friends...keep asking...what do I do?