So,
Monday we went to see FMIL, she looked good. Just a UTI... right.......
Well, her UTI backed up into her kidneys. Shes in the hospital. On hospice.
FI is going to work today then down to MD again tonight. We actually got half way to MD last night when his aunt called and said not to come. We talked about post poning the wedding. But, FI said he doesnt want to wait to be wed and if it cant happen tomorrow he wants to have a small private ceremony and we'll have something else later. But, ladies, call me selfish ... I dont want that. Its tomorrow or replanning. I dont want a wedding "re-inactment" I want to proudly say my vows infront of friends and family. Even if we have to plan a low budget throw together with pot-luck food. I dont want to run away and hide my wedding day. I didnt buy this big old dress for nothing. $1000 on something I knew I'd just wear once, to not even wear at all?? NO NO NO, And he doesnt want to wait, not even 3-4 months for me to pull something else together.
Any-hoo back to reality. FI said he'd call me tonight at 8pm to let me know what the deal is down in MD. Im not going with him today. That phone call at best will say that he will be coming in the morning with the disclaimer of (so long as things continue).
The wedding was scheduled 11am-12, then reception 12-4. We decided on doing the ceremony then hanging at reception until about 1:30 then hitting the road back to MD. That is if she is in a state that he can even leave her for that long.
So, this entire thing puts me in the biggest faith test Ive ever been in..... waiting in my white dress, hoping that my groom shows up....................
