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In Response to Re: Confessions:
I confess that I'm excited Mo has his ice fishing weekend this weekend and will be away. I love him dearly but enjoy a weekend to myself now and again for just "me time." When I see people on the board be like "I can't spend a night away from BF/FI/H, it's awful!" then I feel like a bad SO for feeling this way. I confess that I already told my parents I'd go see them, but that it is now supposed to snow and I'm not sure I want to drive north in the snow. They will understand, but it still makes me feel like a bad daughter. I confess that I feel guilty about a lot of things I really shouldn't feel guilty about (see above two confessions). I confess that I trimmed two of Earl's nails too close to the quick when he squirmed (he HATES getting his nails trimmed) and he bled a little and I cried because I hurt him. I confess that I have no idea what I want to do with my life and I'm a little jealous that Mo has a job that he loves and one that is so "right" for him. I need help finding that. I confess that I want to eat food that is terrible for me pretty much nonstop every day. Right now I just really want McDonalds hotcakes with sausage and that fake maple syrup. I have no idea why. I also confess that if I start eating badly I can't stop. I confess that I've had dreams every night for the past week that Mo has proposed and I get really frustrated when I wake up and it's not true. I'm getting antsy and I don't like feeling this way. I know it is time for another (real) timeline talk..
Posted by LivLeighton
1-I confess that I am jealous of people that feel how you do. I confess I get jealous when FI does things on his own, especially if he goes off for a whole weekend. It's rooted in self-esteem issues, i.e. what if he has more fun without me than he has with me?
2-This. I need to make an appt. with a career counselor to talk about that.
3-That happened to me too, pre-engagement. Luckily all the e-rings he tried to give me in those dreams were U-G-L-Y, so I wasn't TOO disappointed :)
I confess that I should be leaving for work in 10 minutes and I haven't even gotten in the shower yet.
I confess that I don't trust myself to actually work out today, even though I really should.
I confess that I feel like FFF had an effect on this board. I don't think it's a coincidence that the last two weeks have been a little slow. Ever since the first FFF a couple weeks ago, people are probably scared to get called out for stuff.
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